The Gospel Of Judas, Barbelo & Long-Kept Secrets

The Gospel Of Judas,
Barbelo & Long-Kept Secrets
By Mary Sparrowdancer
Copyright 2006 – All Rights Reserved
(Posted by permission of Mary SparrowDancer)
The truth usually surfaces sooner or later regardless of how carefully concealed it is.  One of the most stunning truths imaginable has been hidden so well for the last 2000 years that we have not caught a glimpse of its light until the recently surfaced Gospel of Judas.  This gospel suggests, among other things, that all generations of people have sat in judgment of Judas based simply on information given to the masses by the most powerful church on earth.  In reading this newly surfaced Gospel, and then reading Bishop Irenaeus’ scathing rejection of it in 180 A.D., as well as his scathing rejection of all gnostic teachings (personal knowing of the divine), one wonders if this is the tip of the most unfathomable iceberg that ever was.  What else has been kept hidden from us by those in control of church and state?  Were we told the truth about the identity of Jesus – or was his identity reinvented?  If his identity was reinvented, then it appears that humanity’s spiritual identity was reinvented as well.

The primary shock and awe caused by the Gospel of Judas has been in the Gospel’s suggestion that Jesus asked Judas to betray him.  It appears, however, that this Gospel contains hints of something else far more profound – so profound, in fact, that the implications are staggering, but they seem to have escaped notice thus far.  It hints of something extraordinary that has been hidden for thousands of years, although in existence since the beginning.

In the “forbidden” gnostic gospels that have begun to emerge from antiquity, we find we have actually been divinely invited to seek the truth and ask questions, because the truth is never marred or harmed by questions.  Asking questions only serves to make the truth shine brighter.  One might wonder into which direction we should begin a search for the truth at this hour when the truth about anything is very hard to come by.  According to the gnostic gospels, the answer from above seems to have been, “go within,” because there is something within that awaits discovery.

In the gnostic scriptures, we learn that blind faith has never been demanded of us.  Instead, the one we now refer to as “Jesus” (the J is relatively new – it is Iesous in transliterated Greek) urged people to go within and seek the truth and not stop seeking until they found the truth.  Only a portion of this appears in the New Testament, but a more complete version can be read in the gnostic Gospel of Thomas.  It includes a curious caveat of wisdom after the invitation to come seek and find all that awaits us.  The caveat warns that when we discover the truth, we will at first be disturbed as well as astonished.

In the end, however, it is the truth that will set us free.

In looking at the Gospel of Judas (Ioudas) there are two words that are the keys to unlocking an extraordinary mystery.  The first key word is, “Barbelo,” the word by which Judas identifies Jesus.  “I know who you are and where you have come from,” Judas says.  “You are from the immortal realm of Barbelo.”

According to the scholars and editors who worked on the National Geographic translation of the Gospel of Judas, the word Barbelo “apparently comes from Hebrew,” and perhaps means God.  Others state it remains unexplained, and some suggest it refers to a divine “emanation.”   (1)

The second key word in the Gospel of Judas is, “betrayal,” the word by which we now identify Judas.  In looking closely at this word, one finds that its meaning has changed over the centuries – something that is very common.  Many other words have changed in meaning as centuries separate us from the original writings.

“Lucifer,” for instance, a Latin word that means “light bringer,” has now become equated with “satan” or the devil, despite the fact that Lucifer actually appears in the Latin Vulgate as a reference to Jesus.  Most people in the US no longer read or speak Latin, and therefore they are unaware of this.  (2)

The meaning of “satan” has also changed.  Satan, comes from Aramaic and simply means adversary or opponent.  In Mark 8:33, Jesus refers to Peter as “satan.”  However, most people in the US do not speak Greek, Hebrew or Aramaic, and so they do not understand the meaning of this word, either.  For them, “satan” has now come to be associated with “the devil,” personified these days as Lucifer, no less.

“Betrayal,” has come to be associated with Judas Iscariot, who – as the spin keeps spinning – has in turn come to be known as the most despicable of all villains.  The end result is that currently, no one in their right mind would want to be associated with Lucifer, Judas, satan or a betrayer.  It appears that at least a portion of the truth has been hidden in plain view for almost 2000 years.  During those same years, it became clear to those in power that the masses could be easily swayed by what they were told, and most would not check the facts for themselves because most could not read.  Reading materials were also easily controlled.  It was easy to fill people with fear and misunderstanding of words that were once written, once known and once understood.  From generation to generation, the legacy of fear has been handed down our tradition.

Betray comes from the Latin word, “tradere.”  Tradere means to reveal, declare and make known what is seen, including divine revelations.  Hardly an evil word, tradere is also the root of the word “tradition.”  An archaic, Old English word “bewray,” appears in Isaiah in the King James Version (KJV) of the bible, and is translated as “to uncover.”  “Bewrayeth” is found three times in KJV, twice in Proverbs where it is translated as “to proclaim,” and “make known,” and in Matthew 26:73, it is translated as “to make manifest, evident.”  (3)

Only when one understands what the word “betray” once meant can one understand the simple truth about Judas.  When Judas realized the identity and origin of Jesus – Barbelo – Jesus then asked him to reveal it and make it known to others.  Judas did as he was asked.  But, if one is to understand what Judas was asked to reveal – a truth that would indeed leave most disturbed as well as astonished – it becomes imperative to find a more definite, plausible meaning for Barbelo.

When I first saw that word, Barbelo, my own impression was that it was not derived from a Hebrew word at all, but that it was possibly coming from an Aramaic phrase, or possibly even referencing a more ancient, Akkadian word.  Anyone who has heard of a “bar mitzvah” might realize that “bar,” in Aramaic, means son, and in particular, “son of” the word that follows.  If Bar means, “Son of,” and if, as the scholars say, Barbelo seems to indicate the word “God,” the logical procession might be to find a time and language when “God” was once known by a word sounding like “Belo.”

One can find some names of gods in the bible, but in order to see what is actually written rather than what has been translated into English, one has to look at the Hebrew.  Starting with the first line of Genesis, one can immediately see that in Hebrew, “God” is another of those words that has also changed in meaning over the ages.  In English, the bible speaks only of one God, but in Hebrew, in over 2600 instances, the word is plural: “gods,” or elohim starting with the first line of Genesis.  Since the beginning, the word has been “Gods.”

Some of the gods have been identified by name – such as Jehovah or Yahweh – who is believed to be the only god of the universe by approximately half of the people on earth at this time.  Jehovah is described as a “war god,” with an impressive death count including men, women, children, babies and animals.  Although the name of Jehovah only makes it into the English translation four times, in Hebrew it occurs over 6000 times.  In English we usually see this word translated as “LORD.”  (Caps theirs.)  Other gods are also named, but as stated, this is translated repeatedly into English as “God.”  This in turn gives the impression that the entire bible was only referencing the words of one God – Jehovah – when this is apparently not the case.

In some instances, different gods gave conflicting instructions.  In Genesis, for example, there were conflicting instructions pertaining to what mankind may and may not eat.  In Genesis 1, mankind is told by the unnamed elohim that we may partake of all seed-bearing fruits and vegetation on the face of the earth.  There is no mention of anything forbidden, and there is also no mention of Jehovah.  The unnamed gods in Genesis 1 stated we were created in their image.

Genesis 2 tells a different story.  The Jehovah elohim tell mankind that severe penalties will apply if certain forbidden vegetation is so much as touched.  (The list of forbidden fruits and vegetation continues to this day.)  Unlike the unnamed elohim in Genesis 1 who stated we are in their image, the Jehovah elohim state instead that we are dust – and will return to dust – an insult that until the Gospel of Judas has been unchallenged.

Of those gods who were identified by name in the Old Testament, there is one who seems to be the chief enemy of the admittedly jealous Jehovah elohim.  The name of the enemy god is “Baal.”  Baal means, “Lord,” not to be confused with “LORD,” which means Jehovah.  People had been acknowledging The Lord for a very, very long time.

Since the earliest known writings, people acknowledged the presence of gods.  All over the world, people have known that the gods came from above.  Some were very kind and arrived with gifts of food and civil teachings.  According to what has been handed down in some teachings, it appears that at least in some cases, the gods took time to point out the location of their lofty homes that were visible in the night sky, and perhaps this is why the ancients then came to identify certain heavenly bodies with the gods.  This would at least provide an answer as to why certain heavenly bodies, such as Jupiter, were carefully followed and venerated.

Baal is referred to by name over 60 times in the KJV, and numerous other times in spelling variations.  Baal, or the Lord, is known in other languages as Bel, Belos, Belus, and all of these names were references to what we call Jupiter.  Jupiter is also known in Greek as Zeus, and it has been observed that the etymology of Jupiter appears to be two words, Zeus Pater, meaning God the Father.  Baal is also associated with Dagon, a fish god associated with water and grain.  The ancient root of Baal is in the Akkadian language, reaching back to Babylon and “Babel,” the tower, is yet another word that has lost its meaning over the centuries.  It was reduced to “babble,” after it was destroyed by Jehovah, but its meaning prior to its destruction is from Akkadian, “Bab-elu,” which means “The Gate of God.”  Jehovah destroyed the gate and confused the speech of mankind, and the speech continues to be confused today.

Jupiter was called “Marduk belu.”  “Belu” means “The Great Lord.”  This appears to bring us back to Barbelo, which, in following this procession would be:  Son of the Great Lord, or, Son of Jupiter, God the Father.  Since pronunciation changes as a word is spoken in different languages, there is also the possibility that Barbelo might have been reference to “Bab-elu,” the Gate of God.

A daring few have noted that the sound of “son” in Modern Greek is pronounced, Yos and that when it is placed together with Zeus, as in, YosZeus, or even ZeusYos, it seems to have a familiar ring to it.  Still others have noted that Virgil’s Aeneid, which was written prior to Virgil’s death in 19 B.C., tells of a vision in which Zeus was said to have fathered two sons born of a virgin.  One son was named Dardanus, and the other is referred to as “Father Iasius” – sounding strangely similar to Esau, who, in Genesis 25:30 is also named “adam.”  (This word is translated into English as “Edom” although it is spelled in Hebrew the same way “adam” is spelled.)  It means red as well as human.  According to several translations of the Aeneid – but curiously not all – it is said that the blood of “Father Iasius” and his brother represents the most ancient of the bloodlines of Zeus.  (If there were truth in this, it might at least explain why the elusive missing link has never been located by scientists who insist our ancestry is apes, rather than gods.)

We have been told repeatedly of encounters with someone who appears and disappears in a manner that is difficult to describe.  He performs his trademark miracles, he heals the sick and reminds us that we should be performing miracles ourselves.  He appears to be fully human, and at other times he and the others like him are glowing with an extraordinary light.  He seems to have been known by many different names, apparently preferring not to refer to himself by name at all.  Throughout the millennia, his messages have been clear, simple and similar.  He has imparted teachings about civil liberties and civility, and he seems to be somehow connected to fish, water and grains.  In the most ancient times, a similar water deity was referred to as “Ea/Oannes,” because he frequently submerged in the waters.  John, (as in Baptist), is spelled Ioannes in Greek.  He repeatedly told those listening to live just, compassionate and forgiving lives, and he challenged laws that he felt were unjust.

Many believe that Gnosticism predated Christianity.  Indeed, perhaps raising the consciousness has resulted in the divine visits of Iesous – a Shining One.  One can find ancient written accounts about “the Watchers,” (or Shining Ones – glowing beings of great wisdom) referred to in Egyptian writings as netjeru.  This word is even mentioned in Jeremiah 4:16 as a warning – the “natzorim” (plural form of ntzr) come from a distant earth to give voice against the cities of Judah.  In fact, it appears that this word is the more likely root of the word, “Nazareth,” when one considers there was no “town” by this name mentioned by historians, it is not mentioned in the Old Testament, and no one but Jesus is said to have come from this mysterious place.  It now seems to have become his descriptive surname.

The great and ancient mysteries of consciousness, however, seem to have been trampled like a serpent and fear has reigned in their place for thousands of years.  The only ingredient necessary to assure this ongoing oppression of knowledge has been mandatory ignorance.  While we have obeyed, and obeyed, the gates of wisdom and truth were closed, and the Light that is ours by birthright, turned off.  A new time is at hand, however.  Communication and access to knowledge have finally been restored to us for the first time since the Gate of God was turned to babble by Jehovah.  At last, we can finally see that we have been kept ignorant in much the same way that Adam and Eve discovered their nakedness.

Evidence that divine encounters are ours by birthright can be found in our own bodies.  We have been physically programmed to encounter the divine.  We are born with a pineal gland, two hippocampi, and the mysterious right temporal lobe that some say acts as a receiver.  In addition, and as though making certain we might never, ever, lose our most important way, we also have within our bodies the capability of creating a personal dose of dimethyltryptamine – DMT – which is called the “spirit molecule” by physician and researcher, Rick Strassman, M.D.  Research shows that when the body creates DMT, it washes through the brain and a gate seems to be opened into another dimension.  It is there that many people report face-to-face meetings with very much alive and sentient entities, including Iesous.  It would appear that we truly have been invited to seek the divine truth.  (4)

Unfortunately, however, at this time fluoride has now been found to be forming concretions in our pineal glands.  (The fluoride spin is another one based upon a gamble that people will listen to what is repeated without reading the devastating facts for themselves.)  In addition to our pineal glands being turned into pillars of stone, one does not report encountering the divine without risking life, limb, livelihood, reputation and all else.  If encounters with angels are dismissed as nonsense or even “temporal lobe epilepsy,” encounters with Jesus are met with even worse reactions.

At this time, all vegetation containing substances that might result in a spiritual encounter are as verboten as the Tree of Knowledge in Eden.  As if a further safeguard were needed to assure the worried that humanity’s spiritual gates would remain closed, DMT has been labeled a “Schedule 1 Controlled Substance” despite the fact that it occurs naturally within our own bodies.

So overwhelming is this fear of human spiritual encounters, it has caused the truth to be distorted and destroyed.

According to Bart D. Ehrman, Ph.D, expert in early Christianity, author of Misquoting Jesus, and one who worked on the National Geographic Gospel of Judas project, many of the texts contained in the New Testament have been altered throughout the years.  Because of this, closer attention should be paid to the ancient and more pristine documents now surfacing.  In the lost Gospel of Judas, it is apparent that those encountering Iesous were experiencing something far more extraordinary than a simple carpenter who was the lone resident of a neighboring village.  (5 )

This gospel states that when Jesus appeared on earth, he performed miracles and spoke of mysteries.  “Often he did not appear to his disciples as himself” the gospel states.  On one occasion, when he found his disciples in “pious observance” and giving thanks to their god, he laughed and they asked why.  In his answer, it is made abundantly clear that their god is not his god – he is not the son of their god, and they did not know his identity.  In fact, he does not speak highly of their god.  (This sentiment can be also found in the New Testament in John 8, where Jesus refers to their god as a liar, a murderer, and the devil.)

Only moments after understanding this, Judas alone makes his observation:  “I know who you are and where you have come from.  You are from the immortal realm of Barbelo.  And I am not worthy to utter the name of the one who has sent you.”

Hearing Judas say this, Jesus asks Judas (to whom he refers as the “thirteenth spirit”) to come and privately hear the mysteries.  He tells Judas that Judas will suffer extreme grief and will be replaced with another so that the twelve may “come to completion with their god.”

Judas was indeed replaced and when Iesous and Judas left the picture the thirteenth later became Saint Paul, who was never chosen as a disciple.  It would be Church-selected teachings of Paul that would then become the foundation of Christianity, while the gnostic teachings of Iesous were anathematized.  This is despite the fact that Paul’s meeting with Iesous was, as clearly stated, a gnostic encounter.  The writings were selected.  Writings such as the instructions not to form a church with clergy over laity, and instructions to allow women to speak, were discarded.  According to the gnostic teachings, all who had received visions from the divine were already “divinely ordained to speak, whether man or woman.”  These teachings were declared a heresy.  (6)

But eventually, Jesus says, the truth about Judas will become known.  When Judas asks him when the great day of light would dawn, Jesus abruptly leaves and reappears the following morning.  They ask him where he had been and he answers that he had been to visit a generation that they cannot even imagine – a generation he refers to as “great and holy.”  They tell him they have had a disturbing vision, and he interprets it for them, telling them that in the future, atrocities will be done in his name.  “That is the god you serve,” he states, and many will be led astray.

He explains to Judas that god had only “loaned” souls to humanity, thus perhaps churning out workers again and again.  But “The Great One,” he states, has ordered that souls and spirits be “given” as a gift to the “great and holy” generation over which there will be no ruler.  That generation, upon physical death, will be “taken up” – set free at last for having found the truth.

In what can be gleaned from the fragments, Judas is told that all generations will curse him except for one – and at that time, when the truth is known, Judas will be exalted as the greatest of all the disciples for having revealed the truth of Barbelo – and also cursed for having revealed the truth.

It would seem, therefore, that since the old texts have found their way into our hands, the generation spoken of appears to be this one.  We have new information in front of us – information that is certain to leave us disturbed as well as astonished.  But there is even more information, and this moment seems the appropriate time for it also to be revealed.

Having been raised a Catholic and finding I could not bear it any longer, I left Christianity 30 years ago and converted to Judaism where I was sent to Hebrew school.  I was unable to find what I sought there either – perhaps because I found Jehovah frightening.  And so I left Judaism as well and became what I assumed was an atheist.

On September 11, 1988, exactly thirteen years before America’s darkest day, and eighteen years before the Gospel of Judas surfaced, I had my own darkest day and it included a diagnosis of cancer.  I went to bed that night with no spiritual place to hide.  The sun set on that day, marking its end, and at approximately 4 A.M. the following morning, a new sun rose when I was awakened by a bright light shining on me.  I opened my eyes to see a large sphere of light floating in my room.  A man’s voice came from the sphere.

“You’re not afraid are you?” he whispered.

There were unusual properties about this light swirling in the sphere, and I began feeling exceptionally well.  The light seemed to be passing through me and correcting things.

“No,” I replied, “I’m not afraid.”

“Good,” he said. “None of this is meant to frighten you.”

He talked for a long time on that night, but I was unable to see the man standing there for most of that visit.  He asked me if I would come with him so that he might show something to me, and I did so.  After accompanying him into the Light, we walked on a summit in what I later identified as Qumran.  We entered a cave where an old but beautiful woman was waiting, and after meeting her – and with no further explanations – I was returned to my physical body.  Shortly after this, I was able to see the man still standing in the sphere of Light.  He was about 33 years old with perfect facial features.  His hair was long, past his shoulders.  He did not have a beard.  He was wearing what appeared to be sun-dried linen, and he had a fragrance of negative ions, myrrh and spices.  I had no idea who he was.  Being an atheist, I assumed he was from another planet.

Before he left, he told me that my cancer would be healed and that I needed fish.  The sphere of light surrounded him again, and the light swirled as though blown by winds from within and a huge eye came across the surface of the sphere.  I blurted out, “I know what you look like, you look like Jupiter.  Is that where you are from?”

“Something wonderful is going to happen,” he said, a line that is from “2010:  Odyssey Two,” based on Arthur C. Clarke’s novel about Jupiter.  “Find out all you can about the Tenth Moon of Jupiter.”

I was unable to find out much about the Tenth Moon of Jupiter, other than it was said to be a “perfect sphere” by the astrophysicist I contacted.  Two years ago, I would learn through Robert Temple’s book, The Sirius Mystery that a tribe in Timbuktu known as the Dogon, claims to have been visited by fish gods many years ago.  These gods arrived and left in a craft and gave them gifts of grain.  The visitors took the time to explain from where they had come – that they were parked in orbit around one of the larger planets in our outer solar system.  Specifically, the Dogon claim the visitors were from “the star of the Tenth Moon.”  Temple interpreted this as being Saturn.

For over eight months, the man from the sphere of light that looked like Jupiter returned here regularly as a healer and teacher.  I was healed of the cancer and also suddenly appeared younger than usual, with dark auburn pigment returning to my hair.  On many of his visits, small white stones materialized and fell on the floor, many of which I still have.  Three were examined in a laboratory and found to be calcium carbonate – limestone – formed from calcite crystals.  I do not know what their function is other than possibly to have served as affirmation that this was and is all really happening, and could not be dismissed as “temporal lobe epilepsy,” etc.  Or, it could be that there is something about limestone that awaits our discovery.  The pyramids were once covered with limestone.

On one occasion almost eighteen years ago, he came here to tell me a love story about Judas.  It was a stunning story that I had never heard before, and I told him I was anxious to tell people about this.  He said I would be unable to recollect the full story, although he did allow me to recall a part of it – the part in which he explained that we did not have all of the facts about Judas, and that it is never appropriate to judge anyone, in particular Judas, when one does not have all the facts.

On another visit, he asked me why we were constantly searching for the “holy grail” and why we were digging for it in the dust.  I told him it might have been a valuable cup, and he said, “Oh, then it is a container?”  I answered that it was.  He said, “If you wish to find such a cup, then look into one another’s eyes.”

In May of 1989, encouraged by a priest, I asked him his identity.  He revealed it to me.  I was disturbed and astonished.  Dumbfounded might better describe the state I was in.  But, when I came to terms with this I asked him to take me with him.  He said he could not do so at that time, and he had something to ask of me.  I suspected it might be a request to keep all of this quiet, and I was more than happy to oblige, but I was wrong.

“Tell others everything you have seen and heard,” he said.

“What?” I was disturbed and astonished again.

“Tell others,” he said, smiling.

“But no one is going to believe this,” I protested.

He explained that I was not being asked to convince people, but merely to tell them what I had witnessed and what I have heard.

I did as he asked.  I told people.  Then, in 2001, thirteen years after first meeting him, and five years before the Gospel of Judas would come out, my book about this strange and ongoing encounter was published by Hampton Roads.  I called my manuscript “Love Song,” because I had been shown that there is an ancient song of love that is singing in our DNA, but we have not been told about it.  It is where God is singing, and it is the root of our identity.

He told me to send my manuscript to Hampton Roads, specifically “to the person named Eagle.”  I sent it to the wrong person and then was contacted by the appropriate editor who stated she had my work in her possession and desired to be the editor.  I thanked her, but told her that I had been instructed to place the manuscript into the hands of “the person named Eagle.”   She wrote back and said, “Dear Mary – My last name:  in German it means Eagle.  Have a nice day, Pat Adler.”

She hand-carried the manuscript to the publisher and stood at his door until he picked it up and began reading it.  The book’s title was subsequently changed to “The Love Song of the Universe,” and when I first saw the cover of the book, I saw that there were thirteen singular stars on it and wondered what that might mean.

In early 2001, several months before the book came out, the man from the shining sphere began talking about human rights and civil liberties on each of his visits here.  This was new.  I was scheduled to begin speaking on radio programs that year to discuss his book, and I was asked by radio hosts what his most recent messages were.

“He keeps telling me to ‘study the Constitution’ for some reason,” I would reply again and again while on the air and also while giving talks to groups of people.  I urged all who were listening to read the Constitution and the Bill of Rights, knowing that for many it would be the first time they had ever looked at these exquisite documents that were created in mystery.  The book was scheduled to come out in May.

On September 11, 2001, thirteen years after my own darkest day, America had her darkest day.  We would learn shortly after 9/11 about the “P.a.t.r.i.o.t. Act” – a burdensome, anti-rights bill that was pushed through Congress, unread.  A number of us finally understood the reason why we had been told to “study the Constitution.”

On the morning of September 11, as I stood in my office watching the television in horror, he appeared and stood next to me.  His hair was short on this day.  He was not appearing as himself.  He was covered with dust and wearing a grey jogging outfit and black athletic shoes with dark blue trim on them.  I knew where he had been.  He had been walking among the victims and comforting people.  Not one of those who saw him, worked next to him, or were touched by him would suspect a thing.  He would have simply been a mysterious stranger as he has been on so many other occasions.

“How could this have happened to us?” I asked him on that awful morning.

He did not answer my question, but instead he shook his head as though in disbelief while watching the events unfolding on the television and he said, “Tell them not to retaliate.”

It was my turn to shake my head.  “No,” I said, “I can’t say that.  Someone’s going to have hell to pay for this one.”

He turned and looked at me.  “You are going to have a very difficult time determining who was actually responsible for this,” he said.  “You do not have all of the facts.  Tell them not to retaliate.  Do not to harm the innocent.”  And then, he left.

I have wondered if he was there with Father Mychal, the first to officially die on that morning, and then if he was there with the others whose names we do not know.  I learned later that Father Mychal had been a close personal friend of my editor, Pat, for many years.

I was already scheduled to speak on another radio program when 9/11 happened, and so when I went on the air, I delivered his message although my knees were literally shaking as I said it.  I knew that no one else was making statements similar to this (yet).

In one of his more recent visits here, he revealed that he has been manifesting completely in the flesh throughout the entire time I have known him – eighteen years – similar to the way he did on 9/11, and I simply never knew when he was standing right next to me.  Not always appearing as himself, he frequently appears as a black man, sometimes wearing a baseball hat.  I have personally sat next to him on a bus as he drank coffee in full view of everyone and no one, including myself, suspected a thing at the time.

As I complete this paper, it is the month of May again – the anniversary of the month in which I first learned his identity, and now the month when I first learned about the Gospel of Judas.  I learned of it from readers of my book, who saw that the gospel was providing affirmation for what I had written years earlier.  This is also the month in which my publisher, Hampton Roads, sold the last copy of Love Song.  As of May 31, 2006, the publisher has no more copies left.

I have, therefore, nothing to sell.  I have only a statement to make after writing all of the above.

It appears that we are a prophesied generation into whose hands a profound truth has been placed.  We have been called “great and holy” by a certain dignitary.  This does not come without enormous responsibility.

The past 2000 years have been the only years in human history when we have not had free access to the philosophies and encounters with the gods of peace.  These have also been the bloodiest years in all of human history.  The toll of hatred, destruction and bloodshed is beyond comprehension.  In innocence and ignorance, we have unwittingly sworn allegiance to a war god.  We have obediently believed what we have been told, that the war god is the only god of the universe.  Now we learn that this is not true.

This is a time for us to ask many questions.  What is the real reason that the US is plundering the ancient land of Babylon at this time?  Why were the ancient writings and artifacts in the museums immediately stolen?  And why the bloodbath in Basra?  The ancient Chaldean name of Basra was “Perat Maishan.”  Al-Maisan in Arabic is “the Shining One.”  Are there multidimensional portals associated with the “gates of god?”  Is the US, which is currently spearheaded by followers of Jehovah, involved in a frantic final attempt to destroy evidence of the eternal, Shining enemy of Jehovah?  Could it be that there is something other than WMD and oil the US government is desperately searching for in order to forestall the arrival of a long-awaited coming?  Is this why the heads of state keep meeting at the Vatican?

But those in the Vatican should have already known some of the above was in progress and moving according to a quiet and ancient plan.  As soon as my book came off the press in the spring of 2001, the man whose name I am unable to pronounce visited again and told me to send the first copy of the book to the Pope.  He told me to include a white stone and a message for the Pope.  I wrote down his words, although I did not understand what the message meant at that time.  The message was, “You have already been forgiven.”

It has always been about his blood – his royal blood – but not as depicted by Hollywood.  It has not been about blood spilled for us because we are evil sinners, but about blood and DNA that is shared with us, given to us in the very beginning.  Why else would the son of man refer to us as his brethren and tell us that what we do to each other we do to him?  There is a message within his message that he is the son of man.  It is not a message that means we must now find tax records to prove his birth.  We will not find those.  Nor do we need to try and track down rare offspring so that we might gaze at in awe.  The message is that if he is the son of man, then all of man is the son of god.

As I finish this, there is something new happening on Jupiter.  The large eye of Jupiter is not alone.  There is another smaller swirling storm on Jupiter, and it has been called, “Red, Jr.”  As pointed out above, “red” in Hebrew is adam, and it means man.  I will leave the translation of “Jr.” to the reader.  Astronomers feel that Red, Jr., will move closest to the Great Red Spot on July 4th
.  (7)

If the truth is upon us, and it appears to have been placed in our hands, then this is a time like no other in history.  It is time for those who are brave enough to do so to stand up and say that the age of war is at an end.  Bring all troops of war home, forever.  It is time for us to educate ourselves as though our lives depend upon it.  It is time to focus on Jupiter, and the gifts given.  We are no longer dust.

There is a song in our DNA that has never stopped singing despite the fact that we stopped hearing it thousands of years ago.  It is time to finally listen and let the truth set us free.


Mary is a science and health writer, and the author of The Love Song of the Universe.  At this time, the publisher has sold all copies of Love Song, and while it is hoped that a second edition with updates will be forthcoming, the plans for doing so have not yet been made.  You are welcome to contact Mary at, or visit her website at

Mary wishes to thank the numerous people, including friends and scholars who helped with and gave input in the preparation of this paper.



1.         “The Gospel of Judas,” 2006, National Geographic Society.  Editors: R. Kasser, M. Meyer, G. Wurst.  Commentary:  B. Ehrman.  “Barbelo,” p. 23.

2.         “Lucifer” – New Advent, The Catholic Encyclopedia, Volume IX, copyright 1910, Appleton Company.  May 2006.

3.         “Tradere.”  The Latin Mass; The Journal of Catholic Culture and Tradition.  Fr. Ripperger, 2001.  May, 2006.

4.         The Spirit Molecule – Rick Strassman, M.D.  June, 2006.

5.         “Misquoting Jesus, The Story Behind Who Changed the Bible and Why,” 2005, Bart D. Ehrman.  HarperCollins.

6.         “The Gnostic Gospels,” Elaine Pagels, PhD, Vintage Books, 1981, p 78.

7.         Jupiter’s new storm, “Red, Jr.” and possible cosmic show.  June, 2006


Pipers addendum;

Mary’s vision of spirit matches the Piper’s, her book “Love Song of the Universe”, is a wonderfully written account of a spiritual series of ‘event’s, that culminate with her encounters with a Light Being known as The Teacher. We will reveal no more of his identity. You may request a copy of her work at her site which is posted here:

Not only do we highly recommend it, we encourage any seekers of truth to run, walk or crawl to get a copy before they are all gone… again! This is a life changing book, for those who have found men’s religions, especially current forms of Christianity… having something ‘wrong’.  Something that like a splinter in your mind you cannot pull out, it festers and grows more painful every day. Once you have absorbed the meaning of the Grail, read Mary Sparrowdancer’s work. You will find out how much you have been deceived by men. It is interesting that she arrives at the same conclusion as the Piper concerning the Gnosis, that it was destroyed by the Church, and hidden by God to be revealed in this time. It is also interesting, that where ever The Gnosis raises his head, it is attacked viciously by the same voices of Fear and Mystery. Isn’t is strange, that religions whose book (Rev21:8) tells them that fear is one of the greatest sins, has fear as the basis of its entire religion. Whose book calls out MYSTERY as belonging as the name of a Harlot, is used as their primary theological premise, yet they cannot see the problem.

They also conflate the ‘gods’ of creation, a god of war, and a god of love, as well as the conflicting doctrines of Paul and The Messiah, in short, their own mystery and conflicted teaching is destroying them, and they cannot see it. They cannot see it, because they only have one work, one book, to guide their minds, a flawed book, written by the pen of Rome, not God. A book, that in every sense of the word, was an abomination that makes the people desolate, set up in the true temple of God, our minds. It is a work designed by men, as a ‘simpler narrative for peasants’, in the words of Origen, one of their church fathers. While the truest works of the ancients and the Christ’s private teachings were declared; Heretic. In the end, it is a book that promotes sin, by giving people a free pass. It is a book that converted the entire Universe from cause and effect, to crime and punishment, and confused the idea of who God is and what His Son really taught.

It is a book that combines the teachings of the Jews, with the doctrines of Babylon’s mystery religion, it is a book divided between the God of War called Yah weh, and the God of Love of Jesus. It is a book of hypocrites as well as faithful believers, confused between the different conflated doctrines, that they argue about endlessly. These divided doctrines between the Old Testament and the New, and the teachings of Paul and Jesus, have caused the so called ‘church’ to become many thousands of sects and denominations. We believe this is direct fulfillment of the Lords prophecy, that he came not to bring peace, but a sword. It was a sword of division, and that sword was wielded by the Church of Rome.

We do not think God appreciates the fruit of His Churches, including the history of violence, murders and book burnings, not to mention the crusades and the elimination of the Native American’s spiritual culture. We do not expect the orthodox to accept the message of the Revelation of John, (who was a Gnostic holy man by the way), that, the Teacher, has been here all along, when ever it suits His purpose. That the message of Revelation is a message and a warning to the Churches, that the teachings of Jesus would be revealed in this time, in this generation. The truth of the matter is that the Church hid the truth, and adopted a gospel about Jesus, instead of the gospel of Jesus, and only selected teachings of Paul were approved for Canonization, and 95% of the Lord’s teachings were burned as heretical.

That the words of Enoch, the Scribe of Righteousness, who took down the words of God for us, were destroyed too, and what is left is possibly corrupted too. Anything that revealed the truth as ‘revealed’ from God or His Son, was destroyed or altered down through the ages, to serve the purposes of the rich and powerful. This is the meaning of the Mother of Harlots that Rides the ten horned Beast, and the Lady of 12 stars in her crown, clothed in the light of the Sun, while standing upon the moon. This lady has a name, and she was taught in private to the disciples, her name is; Pistis Sophia, the Aeon of Wisdom, who created Desire in the Universe. This is the Knowledge of God, that overcomes the Mystery Doctrines, so that the meaning of the Revelation is fulfilled, in that, The Mystery of God is finished… and it is anchored in the revealed Knowledge of The Imp of Darkness(the dark energy source), is raised from the Bottomless pit. Thus the architecture of the Great Intelligent Designer and Creator of the Universe, its model and its purpose, is revealed again, the Evolution of complexity manifested in darkness and light. Its ultimate beauty is brought out of the shadows again, and revealed as the Spiritual Relativity, of the Light of Love, that we all have the Creator’s song in our very atoms, our DNA is his greatest creation, and His ancient revealed  Knowledge was His greatest gift.

The churches have become old dry bones because they are of men, teaching ancient heresies and blasphemies originating in the Babylon Mystery religion, mixed with a smattering of Jesus, while turning evil into good, and good into evil.  Because you can bury truth as deep as you wish, but when it bursts through, it will tear down everything in its path. People have undergone a spiritual evolution of knowledge, that over comes ancient superstitions and mysteries. Modern men no longer accept that the greater questions of life and death, love and hate, of God’s judgement in an afterlife and its seeming unfairness, that men could be condemned for ignorance.

When the original meaning of the philosophy of life, was about living apart from God in the Darkness, or going Home to God in the Light. Those who choose to live in the darkness are not condemned, merely lost in desire of ego for self to be independent from God, as the Messiah originally taught, to be ‘born again of the spirit’, is to be reincarnated. But, as dual energy beings in a dark Universe, beware, there is a limit to this reality, and it ends, when it falls down into the Black hole, which is the second death, of an eternity of darkness ending in Oblivion. This is why it is necessary, to be ‘saved’ in the light(the Kingdom of God), to live in eternity, for the darkness of this Universe is temporary.

We have included this work by permission from Mary, a truly wonderful soul whom we delight in corresponding with, and hope one day, to meet in person.

We simply want these words published in case we don’t make it to that point. Just so people know the validity of the Gnosis, and The Light Beings, gave cross validated knowledge by people who never met, a ‘Love Song of the Universe’ proven in The Holy Grail and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil that manifests as the Gnostic and Native American Medicine wheels. The Revelation, of ancient knowledge revealed in this time, that God wanted us to know these things, He tried to tell them to us several times. But evil men keep getting to be ‘in charge’, and we allow them because they know how to use the ‘sweet words on the tongue, that grow bitter in the belly’. If we are not alive in those days, remember, the Rule of Gold, He who has the Gold makes the Rules, and the LOVE of money is the true root of all evil, because it has the Greatest Entanglement with your soul.


15 Responses to The Gospel Of Judas, Barbelo & Long-Kept Secrets

  1. I’ll get back to you with my own reflections, but you may appreciate a book from Sacred Wisdom series ‘The Gnostic Gospels’, is one of best translations I have found, by Alan Jacob. Beside Gospel of Judas, Mary Magdalene, Philip & Thomas, also Includes Sophia of Jesus Christ, Hermes Poimandres, an Apocalyptic Gospel of Melchizedek, telling of Visions he received from Celestial Beings. And more… is Inspired. Thankyou for sharing your Inquiry & findings… Knowledge Belongs to All


    • Thank you for your kind words and deep thoughts. I have read the ones you mentioned, and post as many as I’m legally allowed. Isn’t it odd, that in this time, those who translate words of ancients, get a ‘copyright’ on something that should be given to all men?
      Symbolically, after my Vision, I understood that now the ‘sword proceeds out of the mouth of The Lord’. This is a metaphor for ‘truth revealed’, since a double edged sword cuts both ways and was the ancient symbol for Truth.
      From all your comments, you may be interested in the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, a reflection of the Cosmogony of the Ancients, that had to be made an evil thing in order to take it away from the ‘masses of peasants’.
      I look forward to hearing from you again.


  2. Karren says:

    you might want to delete this from the site. . .but, ??? did you write The Jerome Conspiracy? This book is where my journey began 5 yrs. ago.


    • Explain why I need to delete anything?
      No, I am not Michael Wood, but his work on the Church of Rome is very good, and matches ours with the exception that we go beyond the Bible and he attempts to fix it.
      This page was approved by Mary Sparrowdancer herself.


  3. AlaBill says:

    Piper… If I had read this a couple of years ago I would have immediately dismissed it as some “kook,” “new age,” “alien” conspiracy to detract from belief in the Christian Bible. I am certainly not at this time ready to fully embrace all that is presented in this article, but I am becoming more and more certain that the gospel of the institutional church as we know it is the gospel of Paul and not Jesus.

    The critical point for me is realizing that the “institutional gospel” (our New Testament), written principally by Paul, who never met Jesus in the flesh, was never instructed by Jesus in the flesh, who only met with the apostles appointed by Jesus twice in his entire life, may if fact not be the only gospels available to the people in the first century after the death of Jesus. If these other gospels/writings were suppressed by the church until this age, this time in the eternal time line, then the reality is that we may have to rethink “faith” and that our concept of that faith may be tested.

    To be totally straight up here, I still have a long ways to go to buy into a lot of what I am reading on this site, but I am at least open to reading and hearing what is said. That was not true even two years ago. If Jesus appeared in a vision to Paul on the road to Damascus cannot he also appear to Mary Sparrowdancer? I would say yes, but the real question for me is “are either these related to what was taught by Jesus almost 2000 years ago? I have a lot more reading to do before I can answer that but it is for sure I will not bypass the writings of either the Nag Hammaii or Dead Sea Scroll writing in my search.

    Wow, just wow at what is here and the possibility that all has been hidden until this present time.


    • Alabill,
      People have begun asking me, what am I? Who am I? Am I ‘Christian’ or New Age? Or what? This represents the fundamental confusion of the Mystery of God and the lack of philosophy of the Churches. Which, is no ‘philosophy’ at all, but merely an extension of the MYSTERY imposed by Rome. People rant and rail about the Revelation and the Catholics being the ‘Harlot’, but they have never read the original versions of this document, for the translated meaning of words, is critical to understanding the original meanings. The Revelation of John and the Gospel of John, were almost kicked out of the Roman Canon, did you know that? They survived by a hair vote. Why were they to be excluded, like Enoch’s works? Because they were considered ‘too Gnostic’ in origin. A proper re-reading of Revelations, reveals it is the ‘message to the churches’, and that the harlot that rides the beast, is the ‘mother of harlotS’, notice the trailing capital letter; S. If this harlot rides the Beast of government, then, who exactly are the daughters? This is not a question I have ever heard a ‘preacher’ speak about, nor are we likely to.

      If the Revelation is considered at the symbolic level, then understand how difficult it is to convey the symbols of spirit, into the words of men. You have discovered the Reason, for the Divisions in the Word, the thing that cause people to argue and split into denominations, and the Body of the people of God to be divided. This is the result of an Emperor controlling the church in the beginning, and demanding that the church be of one overarching belief system, the Arian controversy at the time, was a battle between the idea of the Deity of Christ, and Christ being a Created Being. The Truth is, He is BOTH. This is an antinomy, a thing that is both true and false, fought over by two ‘schools’ of thought. The ‘mystery’ school that came out of Babylon, and the Knowledge school of the Gnostics centered around Mary Magdalene in the church of Jerusalem. Paul, and the Mystery school won out, simply because of the political power of the Emperor of Rome, The Beast. Mystery, fear and superstition, is a more powerful control mechanism than knowledge… for the Truth will set you free… eh? The ‘church fathers'(read Origen), needed a new narrative for the peasant class, a simpler message, without philosophy, which they hated… but, the ‘forbidden books’ HAD to be destroyed, and also those who taught such ‘Heresy’. To those who say “it was the will of God”, I counter simply, then it was the will of God that certain books be hidden and preserved until this time. To those who say this was all just ‘ancient history’, I counter simply that ancient history creates the future, and the future is NOW.

      Immediately preceding the Revelation is the book of Jude, who proclaimed that “evil crept in unawares”. If you were evil, and you wanted to wreck the most people, what would you do? Would you not turn the one thing, that was able to reveal evil, upside down, and make it an evil thing itself? Something to be reviled and destroyed? Would you simply sew fear of the thing that reveals you? So that you can hide forever more, in the sweet words on the tongue, that grow bitter in the belly? Would you confuse the very definition of evil and good, and that thing that defines it? So it is with the Grail and the Gnosis. It is a doctrine of logic and God science based in the provable truths of how the Universe itself functions.

      At the bottom of the barrel, or the toes of the statue, you see, that all men are controlled by their passions. There are basically only two passions; iron and clay, mind vs emotions, animal vs spirit… which is revealed in the Kabbalah of the Jewish mystics, which seems to hold true. But even these two have been corrupted by the power of darkness, such that the mind is turned towards the material, and the clay is turned towards the spiritual, in their justification of evil. This has come down to us as the ideologies of left and right, in perpetual combat. A combat, that destroys people and nations.
      (The Kaballah says there are 5 desires of the soul; survival, wealth, knowledge, and then The Decision of the Soul; to follow the path of Power and Control over others, the material path. Or, the pursuit of spiritual knowledge, the path of the Light. The material path was the path of Rome, and thus the people are divided into confusion, the exact state of things that the darkness enjoys. )

      Why then, is a Revelation necessary, and a restoration of Holy Writ based in a new science? Think about the state of civilization, see the result of The Animal of Envy on society. See that society has two choices, the Mystery of God, or the Godless science. Both cause confusion, division, immorality, chaos, desolation of the soul(science offers no truth in this regard), and consuming what the Light built, this is the result of the Abomination of Desolation setup in the TRUE Temple of God, men’s minds. It is a sword of division, that the Lord Himself warned us about, that He did not come to bring peace, but a sword.. eh? What does a sword do? It divides in two. So, does God author confusion and division, or men? Who then, wielded that sword? Thus The Bible itself condemns the churches, all of them, because they teach MYSTERY, and hide or justify wickedness, through the ‘doctrines of devils’ that tell men, go ahead and sin, its ok because you are an imperfect man, you’re not expected to be perfect, all you have to do is pledge allegiance to Jesus in public. This is not what Jesus taught, it is what the church of Jerusalem said; appalling, a blasphemy, an abomination that makes people desolate in search of a Sword of Truth. This is why I call the Unified Field, the Grail, a sword of truth drawn from the hidden power in the rocks. A thing that reveals the truth about good and evil, and the Lights message of love as the Way out of the darkness of this Universe. A Darkness we trapped ourselves in through Rebellion, and thus needed a Way Home. This cannot be, for all men, under the power of mystery and division. Especially when men have evolved spiritually through knowledge, and are abandoning the mystery of our fathers.

      You, feel this in your soul, but it will take your mind awhile to find the Click. This is why the Piper says the same thing in different ways, over and over, we never know what will make the individual mind go ‘click’. Simply know, that the Piper doesn’t have all truth, it is a Chorus of voices, as the Lord said, The Discourse, that together, we can find truth. When ever a brother, or sister, finds error in my reasoning, I am the first to thank them, so that we can both gain the Light.

      Who am I? What am I? I am a follower of The Way. I am no longer protestant, because the protestants don’t understand they are merely ‘protesting’ Catholics, the daughters of the Mother of Harlots, because they still worship at the altar of Paul. I was not anything I could label, until recently, when I saw the humor, and the irony of the Light, that creates the greatest revelation of all time, a Holy Joke, that only those with ‘eyes to see’, will be able to get the joke.

      I, am, Jedi… The 20th century name of the Heretics, the Gnostics, the Magi, very American, and very funny. Just the thing, to turn the people of darkness towards ridicule. To hide the warriors of God in the light revealed in the hidden power in the Rocks, from a time of darkness that now begins, and will last for ‘one hour’ in God Time. This is the reason why;

      The Piper plays a New Song,
      That the Chorus may sing,
      and the People dance,
      so the forests will echo with laughter.

      May His Force be with you.
      Piper Michael


      • Karren says:

        Oh my, I can not at this time choose the appropriate words to convey what is happening for me. I am overjoyed GOD lead me here. I was on a research project and there you were. So far everything I am reading is delightfully received. I don’t get all the ‘facts’ . . . yet, but the Spirit of Revelation is bearing witness. I think, perhaps I’m getting close to ‘home’. I know of not one soul whom I might discuss this with. And at this time that does not seem to be my need. I have had a few experiences that I know were in direct response to my crying out for understanding that I could not find. HE came, I truly believe HE came. Now I am here. So exciting isn’t it!!! I don’t know if I am a Jedi – but I sure wanna be and the Force MAY be with me, come FORCE come!!


        • Karren,
          Yes, HE DOES come to the true seekers, you can feel the Light if you really want to…especially now in this time, the time of darkness.
          You feel the transition, from MYSTERY, to Gnosis. Gnosis means; The Knowledge.
          The Personal Knowledge of the Divine.
          Now comes the Voice of God in the Light, that speaks to your soul through your spirit connection.
          The still small voice speaks to you, and the excitement is the spirit connection, the All, the Oneness, the Harmony of the Entanglement with the Light.
          This is what the church destroyed, and changed good into evil, and evil into good. They no longer get a monopoly on the Light Bringer and the Ineffable One. The Gnosis comes in the Revelation of the 12 Aeons of powers that drive your essence. Your soul sings at the connection of dots of Knowledge, as the angels sing halleluiah, and your soul responds to the music of the Harmony of the Spheres.

          A Jedi is a tongue in cheek adaptation, but rightly so. Think; Justice Enhanced by Direct Intervention. Ultimately, Unification is the Revelation that leads to the destruction of evil, through knowledge.

          Please understand, the Piper is but one man. His words may be inspired, but he does not hold all truth, that is the job of a Chorus. The Piper has taken the Vow of Poverty, to disentangle with mammon, the material. So that those with eyes to see, see truth.

          The Piper plays a New Song,
          that the Chorus may sing,
          and the People dance,
          so the forests will echo with laughter.

          May the Force be with you.


          • roman says:

            yes the path of salvation is through gnosis, knowledge of pleroma, permament, and here below. human being is design on these three regions and we are bringing this three…


          • Wow… just read this again & am even more blown away with Light of Truth in your Inspired words & Are Consistent with my own Inner Guidance. I AM Aware it is a Chorus of many As One & is this Inspiration you Receive that moved me to Contact you further… Do you continue sharing this Gnostic Source of Inspiration? I would like to hear more, not so much from need, as am already Connected, but as Inspiration & Support as our world around us attempts to redefine ‘reality’, have to spend more time in Quiet, going Within & Take Refuge in Eye of The Storm… Thankyou for sharing Knowledge you have Received, Strengthens Light in All who have Ears to hear The Truth…


        • We Already Are that which we Hope to Be & don’t yet dare Hope to Be, because we have been taught to think of ourselves as unworthy sinners… We are Worthy based on Who Created us,not on our own merit or lack of them. We are slowly Awakening, Quickly for some, lol, however you like it, lol… I’m happy to find you all too! I know others, many are Awakening & Embodying more of the Multi Dimensional Nature of who we Are… Learning to Listen Within, to what Rises from Deep Stillness, The Silence of Infinite Space, is nothing to fear, is Core of our own Innermost Nature… we Will be Guided, as we are Sincerely Seeking & He Knows the Precise Moment we Really Mean it, lol & aren’t just looking to bail ourselves out of some mess we got ourselves into!


    • Am deeply touched by your honesty & sincerity. Though I’m not as afraid to step outside entrainment that keeps people bound to beliefs & dogma that don’t lead to Truth that Sets you Free (or we’d have seen alot more of what Mary experienced), there’s no pressure on you, no judgement, other than what you buy into & impose on your Self… it IS Extraordinary what Mary shares here, both her own reflections & Inquiry into seeking Truth & her Intimate Revelatory Experience with Illuminated One Who Assists us All in Process of Awakening, Remembering what we forgot & so desperately need, to be set free from our own Insanity! Fear Not, if you Seek Truth Sincerely, It Will Seek you! So to speak, as it is Always Present & Accessible to us Within… Am happy to find this site, by ‘chance’, lol, hope you don’t mind my reply to you, is cool to find others, wherever we may each be in our Search, I appreciate you in yours… Leslie


    • To thoughts about multiple gods, etc. I don’t know Whole thing yet, but what’s been Revealed so far is there is a Multiplicity of Beings that are part of Unified Reality of One. As we are still in divided Misperception of Unified Truth of Reality, we tend to think of them as being seperate & many, but is part of the Brilliance of Creator, Who is Both Many & One All at once, if I’m to be bold enough to say what is beginning to come into focus… Though I am Aware of Many, I focus my Intention on One, Unified Creator Encompassing All, both Within & Beyond All, not Comprehended by our human nature, Intellect, limited sense of Reality… I have been Inwardly Guided not to get lost in the Phenomena of Creations Mysteries, but keep my Eye Single in Intention to Seek Truth, even as it shatters & Annihilates me, lol, our Indestructibility has been Revealed to me… has been a bumpy ride, but what else is there REALLY to do? Apocalypse means ‘to lift the veil’ &knowledge/Gnosis. Clearly we are in a time, as said in Book of Revelations when Truth shall be Known, shall be shouted from roof tops & spoken from mouths of babes… is a Time of Awakening. Though Fear abounds, there is in Truth, NOTHING to fear in Reality, but we each have to discover that for our Self & each Journey will be Unique, Reflecting Nature of Creator… Godspeed to us All…


  4. AlaBill says:



  5. Howdy! I could have sworn I’ve been to this site before but after checking through some of the post I realized it’s new to me. Anyways, I’m definitely happy I found it and I’ll be book-marking and checking back often!


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